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Bullet With A Name
Bullet With A Name
I carve the names of your lovers into my bullets
right before I kill them.
And it makes me laugh as they apologize when I come to the door
and explain to them
that your MINE.
They are always way too slow to realize the gun behind my back.
And it makes me laugh as they hit the floor slowly
just like everything else they do.
Stupid Girls.
They think they can live after trying to take you away?
And it makes me laugh as their blood smears across the floor.
All they do is make messes of everything.
Don't you see?
You belong to me
not them.
And it makes me laugh how you never realize who it is
it might be my amazing acting
as I hold you close every time it happens
every time you cry over how your little follower ruins everything
And it makes me laugh when you don't realize
it's me who hurts you
and pulls you back together
to send you off to another stupid girl
just to get heartbroken again.
How many?
How many girls is it going to take before you just come to me?
The
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Literature
The Edge
The Edge
My frail fingers grip harder to the edge.
The edge I sat at everyday
waiting
waiting
waiting
for you
and what's happening now?
You push me off
and leave me to scream in pain
as my fingers are crushed beneath your pompous foot
and all you do is start laughing
at my hurt
at my pain
at my love
for someone who can't even care
You reach down
and hold out a hand for me
I smile, grabbing your hand
you grin and start to pull me up,
everything was a joke
so I laugh along with you
and push you over the edge
and watch with pleasure as your cold eyes widen
and the light burns away
when you hit the  bottom
now you'll never understand
my hurt
my pain
my love
because it will
never
never
never
be real to you.
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Literature
Ashes
Ashes
From the ashes of your dead body,
I create new life.
And it isn't you,
because you could never be replaced,
but it's close
yet still not even there
and I hope that whereever you are
you forgive me for trying to
forget you
and for replacing you
with someone who could
never
be
you.
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Literature
Dreams
Dreams
My dreams are frightening
Daunting
Heartrending
With black winding vines closing around my throat, cutting into my bloody skin like butter
Ripping my decaying  body to shreds like a frustrated author's unwritten story.
Spiders crawl across my vision, morphing into my beloved people who laugh at me
Who just tear at my barely-there skin with long, curving claws like it's an everyday thing
And it is.
Because this dream, it happens every night, while I lie with tormented expressions in my bed.
Vunerable to the harsh, unforgiving world of night.
With the star-less sky mocking me
Only the pure white moon as my protection from the sheer pain of darkness.
I scream in fear but it's forgotten in the toxic air just like all the other noises I make
If only their harsh, humilating laughter would disappear too.
Then I might be able to handle their torment.
Because it's not the physical pain that kills me
It's their giggles as they walk away together with twisted forms winding
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Literature
Wildest Dreams
Wildest Dreams
It makes me laugh, ya know?
That someone like me...
Could be with someone like you.
Just yesterday I was a regular person...
And now here I am with you.
Doing something I could only ever hope to achieve in my wildest dreams.
All my dreams seem normal to me now...
Now that I'm here.
With You.
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Literature
Blood and Tears
Blood and Tears
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Words spoken.
Kisses stolen.
Whispered promises.
Lies.
The flowing words were fraud.
The kisses were deceiving.
The promises broken.
I lay here, torn.
My clothes are in tatters,
and my nails are ripped from clawing.
Bruises scatter my body,
purple and ugly.
My throat is raw from yelling and crying.
Screams once again rip from my pale throat as a knife is stabbed again through my frail body.
I fall to the floor, hugging myself.
Laughter pierces the tense air.
The mockery in your deep voice kills me as you cradle me.
I know your doing it to get to me, and yet I pull you closer.
Something runs down my face,
and you wipe it away.
Holding your hand in front of my face, I quickly realize what it is.
Blood and Tears.
Running your warm hand over my face,
you lick the liquid from your fingers.
Then you move slightly to grab something behind you.
I know what it is,
and I don't fight to get away.
I look up to your eyes,
filled with malcious intent.
I don't care.
I love you anywa
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Literature
Dreams and Nightmares
Dreams & Nightmares
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You dream of floating on a cloud,
The sun smiling down at you,
Wind caressing your face and pulling gently on your hair.
The rain drizzling, shimmering in every color imaginable.
Rainbows glimmering like diamonds and pearls.
All senses are expanded, feeling, tasting, smelling, hearing, seeing.
The warmth of the rays, the softness of the clouds.
The air tastes like honey,
And everything smells like vanilla.
A light, classical tune can be heard ringing.
The light blue sky is almost bone-white with all the fluffy clouds covering the light air.
It's so beautiful.
Everything you ever wished for, here.
But all dreams must end in a nightmare.
The white cloud quickly turns black.
You grab onto it to resist gravity pulling you down from your high.
The sun's smile turns to a frown and it is quickly replaced by the dark moon.
Wind that was previously soothing you turns to a hair-wrenching, face-slapping tornado.
The once-colorful rain turns to a blood-red and becomes fat wit
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Literature
Love
Love
~
Dedicated to all of those out there who know what Love is...
~
Slowly, we are winning this fight.
This impossible fight against loneliness,
This difficult fight against anger,
This complicated fight against depression.
What's to save us from it?
It's not as meaningless as some people say it is,
For it brings people together.
It's between Friends,
It's among Family,
It involves Lovers.
This fight, can be won.
Let's win it together,
as friends,
as family,
as star-crossed lovers.
Let's be a Romeo and Juliet,
Save each other, together,
from the darkness.
And to help us,
we must create,
Love
~
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Literature
Do you take it back?
Do you want to take it back?
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Based on my Best Friend. Or at least I thought it was forever.
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Do you take back all you said?
All the promises you made?
All for HER?
Do you take back the words you said?
The kisses you gave?
All for HIM?
Do you take back the whispered words?
All the hugs?
All for THAT?
Do you take back the hours of cuddling?
All the tears shed?
All for IT?
Do you take back all the comforting?
All the love?
All for absolutely nothing?
Well... do you?
~
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Activity


I know pretty much everyone ignores this account but I figured I might as well make a journal to clear things up.

First, I decided I'm going to move all my poems back over to my other account, :iconblackheartedbitch:
Second, I'm removing all the Forbidden Love submissions. This is because I've decided that I really want to get into photography so I'll be putting up photos on that account.
Third, there is no third but I decided to put one anyway :D

Thanks for everything guys!

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IchiRukiLver
Strawberry X Midget
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United States
Why say sorry for something you're not sorry for? I will NEVER say sorry, so suck it up or die disappointed.

Current Residence: Virginia
Favourite genre of music: Rock and Country
Favourite style of art: Anime/Manga
Operating System: Windows 7
Favourite cartoon character: Clockwork (DP)
Personal Quote: "Life is about knowing you could die tomorrow, and still be okay with it.".
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thanks so much for the favs on my "who my muse is" pictures! :iconiloveitplz:
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